Seat Punk

Do you feel lucky punk? or is there anything like / bad luck?

I survied a bad car accident and I lost my job in the same week. One day I accidentally dropped a roll of toilet in the bathroom, even today, I dropped my wallet and has bounced back into the toilet before getting on the floor. Does it even out. What is luck? Is there?

No. I feel lucky today. I feel like crap. I'm at work and I do not want to be and I'm tired. I think we make our own luck good / bad, if we do not admit that we are responsible. It is easier if we can say that we are helpless victims but we control our own destiny. If you are HIV positive, you attract the right things. If you are negative, then you attract bad things. Sometimes it's hard to be positive. I find that when I'm sick or tired or feeling run so I am much more negative and more seem to go wrong. I get errors & make clumsy, Can not Think Straight & everything seems to go wrong worse. When you are positive you are in harmony with the universe and everything goes well. When you are negative, you are disagree and everything will seem difficult. I'm having a bad day because I have not had enough sleep and I'm here to start a job I hate and my stomach is upset and he just sucks ... but I guess it's my fault. I have to find another job and leave it as it kills me. Or should I try to make the most of it and have a positive attitude. My work is a means to an end. He gives me my nice house and gives me a lot of time off compared to other jobs. I want to make a living doing what I like but I'm too practical to give up my financial security for the greatest risk (I'm not brave enough to be a starving artist or a musician struggling ... can not quit the day job ...)

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